I always thought my calling in life was to have some sort of fame. Like, be well known for something. But here I am, 27 (almost 28) years old and not a damn thing to show for any of my efforts. I’ve had blogs upon blogs, YouTube channels galore, and don’t even get me started on different modeling personas.
The fact of the matter is, I never stick with anything long enough to be well known for something. But what if that’s ok? What if it’s ok to like so many different things? What if it’s ok to not want to be tied down to just one niche?
For years I’ve been told how I need to pick one thing and stick with it. When it comes to a business, I agree. Consistency is key. But what if I don’t want to be a product? What if I don’t want to sell myself short, or sell myself at all?
I think too much pressure is put on branding yourself these days. Anyone and everyone has a “business” these days. Like, they feel like they aren’t worth anything if they aren’t making money doing the things that they love. But what if life isn’t about that? What if life is about doing what you love JUST because you love it? And maybe you do something for a while and find out you don’t love it. Then you have the opportunity to move on and do something you DO love!
I started this blog as a way to make money. To make articles that people would click on so I could make money. But I got bored. This blog theme has been changed so many times, I lost track. So what if I just make it a “me” blog. A place to put my thoughts and ideas. I mean, yeah my thoughts and feelings and ideas are just as interesting as anyone else’s in the general internet world, but if I’m being honest, I wasn’t getting very far with my boring ass articles about weight loss and how miserable I was the entire time I was pregnant!
So if you made it this far into my post, thank you from the bottom of my heart for caring about my thoughts and feelings. I’ll try to be entertaining while vomiting my words onto this blog. I’ll also to bring more to the table than just my words. I’m highly interested in modeling again one of these days. I can really tell my dad wants me to get back to singing too, so maybe down the line I’ll sing some crap also. I’ll keep you guessing that’s for sure!